by Suzanne Fatler & Jack Harvey


Publisher New Heights Publishing

Published in Gay & Lesbian/Mystery & Thrillers, Gay & Lesbian/Literature & Fiction, Mystery & Thrillers/Mystery, Gay & Lesbian, Mystery & Thrillers, Literature & Fiction

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Book Description


Charley McElroy is a transman spy benched for not paying his taxes. Electra is a socialite-turned-dominatrix rebuilding her life after a messy divorce. After they meet a lesbian cop on the outs with the SFPD, the trio uncover a Christian extremist about to destroy the ‘hedonists’ of San Francisco. Can they get anyone to listen to them ... or are they on their own? A wild ride … and a fun one!

Sample Chapter

The news would not be good.

Pamela Delacroix knew that before her fingers even closed around today’s Chronicle. She stared at the newspaper that had just been tossed on her walkway. She considered ripping off the plastic shroud that covered it like an ill-fitting condom and racing directly to the offending article. She considered shredding the damn thing into a million pieces, marching straight across town, and tossing it all into the bay. She considered legal action—no, a personal attack—against the executive editor, that smug SOB she dated a million years ago.

Instead, she did nothing but walk back into the house. This called for coffee. Strong coffee.

An hour later, a perfectly coiffed Pamela stood in line at the Blue Bottle kiosk. The offending newspaper, still in its condom, was tucked into her Prada tote. There weren’t enough yoga classes in the world to take down her ire at this point; she knew that. Jock lay down at her feet and yawned as she leaned toward the java boy.

“An espresso,” she hissed. “Make it a double.” The dog would help her get through this.

Ten minutes later, Pamela was seated on a bench at Patricia’s Green, a heart-healthy walk from her house on Alamo Square. She took a slug of espresso and steeled herself. Then she opened the paper and began to read.

“The Society Dom Lands in SF in Strategic Career Move”

trumpeted the headline. Pamela felt a flame of white-hot anger surge through her body. Those fuckers. When she had refused an interview, she had no idea just how far they would take this. She read on.

Pamela Delacroix—the socialite-turned-dominatrix known as the ‘Society Dom’—recently arrived in San Francisco to rebuild a new life after her widely publicized divorce from New York philanthropist Linton J. Delacroix. Friends say she is hoping to return to a simple life, which explains the purchase of a 1.6-million-dollar house in Hayes Valley, as opposed to the much bigger manse she might have purchased in Pac Heights had she won in court.

But, alas, winning is hard to do when you’re caught in bed with the husbands of your friends. Especially when you’re serving as their amateur dominatrix. So it is with open arms that San Franciscans have welcomed the Society Dom, who declined to be interviewed for this piece . . .

Pamela slammed the paper shut and stuffed the offending newspaper into a nearby trashcan. She would be forever tarnished for the rest of her life for one, well, okay, six indiscretions. A young man passing by looked at her and smiled. Does he know me? she wondered. Has he heard of the Society Dom?

She didn’t have to answer that question for herself. Everybody had.


Pamela cradled her cell phone, staring intently at it. She would try one more time. Obviously. Why wouldn’t she? Mothers loved their daughters. Mothers needed their daughters. She needed Peyton even if Peyton didn’t appear to need her.

It was a phase, of course. Twenty-somethings always moved to their own rhythm, didn’t they? Some were slower than others to embrace their parents. Like Peyton (who was actually pushing thirty, but who was counting?). Wasn’t it plausible she was having a late-in-life teenage rebellion?

Pamela pushed her daughter’s number on speed dial and waited, smartphone shoved up tight to her ear. It rang, rang, and then rang again. Peyton’s carefully modulated voice came on as usual. “It’s Peyton. Can’t talk now. Call you later?” Pamela hung up without leaving a message.

She had called her daughter nearly every day for eighteen months . . . ever since the crisis began. And always there was no answer. Perhaps there never would be.

She shoved the thought out of her mind.

Instead, Pamela thought about the night before she left Manhattan, when she went to Peyton’s apartment and rang the buzzer. A Food Emporium delivery guy had let her slip in right behind him. Her heart pounded wildly as the elevator ascended. She walked to her daughter’s door and pressed the buzzer. She could hear Peyton talking on the phone behind the door. “Hold on a second, someone’s here.” Footsteps approached, the doorknob turned, and there was her daughter.

She looked at her mother in shock.

“Peyton—honey . . .” Pamela began the carefully rehearsed speech. She hadn’t seen her daughter since the night her father threw Pamela out. “I just want you to know that I love—”

The door slammed shut. “Peyton! Peyton . . . Please. Just listen to me. For one moment. Please . . . Please . . . honey . . . shit.” Pamela stopped pounding on her daughter’s apartment door.

Now she understood; there was nothing more she could say. Sliding down the wall beside her, Pamela crumpled into a small ball on the floor and wept, a broken doll, a crushed moth. A star descending. She really didn’t remember how she got home, or to California for that matter.

I will call my daughter again tomorrow, Pamela thought. One day Peyton was going to answer, because she had to.

Didn’t she?


Pamela contemplated the billowy white dress bag from Nordstrom with that old sinking feeling—the one that said, you don’t belong here and you never, ever will.

Pamela had no idea why, and she didn’t care. She only knew that she couldn’t put on the dress again; in fact, she wouldn’t. She would pass on tonight’s benefit for Guillain-Barre research . . . or was it Lou Gehrig’s disease? Whatever. It was yet another plunge into a world in which she seriously no longer belonged. Yet if she never went to another benefit . . . where would she go?

Where would she ever find any friends?

Fuck, Pamela thought miserably. She pulled the offending dress bag off its hook, wadded it up, and stuffed it into the back of her closet. Screw the whole damn thing, she thought. Then, yanking open her bureau drawer, she pulled out her black leather corset, her leather garter belt, and a handful of sheer black hosiery. She retrieved her six-inch high stiletto boots. Immediately she felt better.

Moments later, Pamela inhaled sharply, gave a final yank to the corset, and knotted it expertly behind her. An explosion of warmth surged through her body, settling into a small pulse in her groin. She inspected herself in the mirror, gave a little turn, and smiled. She still had it, whatever “it” was, didn’t she? Even at fifty-two, she still looked good.

All those hours and hours of working out and starving herself during her in-corset training had paid off. And then there were the stilettos, nothing less than boot camp for the feet. If the whole thing, painful as it was, hadn’t given her a gut-deep satisfaction, she would never have tried it. Pamela regretted nothing. Instead, she stood admiring herself. She gave her black riding crop a little slap against her hand.

The “Society Dom,” indeed, she thought. Then she pulled the rejected dress out of the trashcan. Who said you couldn’t wear black leather under Halston . . . along with six-inch stilettos? Chuckling to herself, she slipped the dress on over her leatherwear. Maybe she’d even bring her riding crop along.

Electra is in the house, she thought with satisfaction.


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Author Profile

Suzanne Fatler & Jack Harvey

Suzanne Fatler & Jack Harvey

Suzanne Falter is a lesbian author, speaker and blogger who has published both fiction and non-fiction. Her first novel, was Doin’ the Box Step (Random House.) Her non-fiction titles include How Much Joy Can You Stand? and Living Your Joy (both Ballantine) and more recently, Surrendering to Joy. Suzanne’s online writing and videos can be found on Facebook, Google +, YouTube, Pinterest and on her blog at Suzanne lives with her wife in the San Francisco Bay Area.

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