The shack had no door. Nothing. Not even a cloth covering. Steps away
from the hotel's threshold and built with the roughest of planks, the
structure listed a bit to the left.
Rachel missed Lissa's abrupt halt, bumped into her back, then had her
own heels trodden by Michael.
With a flourish of his hand, Mr. Parker indicated entrance into "the
best place in town."
None of them moved.
Glancing from one to the other, he cleared his throat. "Perhaps I should
light a lantern first."
He disappeared through the doorframe, and light spilled forth almost
immediately. She heard the unmistakable sound of objects being shuffled
to and fro before their host reappeared. Again, he indicated entrance.
She nudged Lissa, and the three of them filed in. Scarcely registering
the crackle of the straw-covered floor beneath her feet, she gave the
ten-by-twelve room a quick perusal.
A giant bedstead took up most of the room, so solid and heavy it must
surely have been pieced together at that very spot. A hodgepodge of
materials and old clothing stitched in haphazard fashion formed its
tick. No pillows. One small blanket. And a deep indention from where its
owner had last slept.
Her gaze shied away and moved to a fireplace built of stones and mud.
She'd never seen a chimney finished off inside a room, yet layers of
stones, rough sticks, and rude mortar reached clear to the ceiling. The
mantel, considered the crowning glory of a parlor back home, was no more
than a beam of raw wood covered with strips of ready-made tin cans-cut
open and laid flat, labels of their former contents still intact.
Mr. Parker had set their valises beneath a window, or rather, a two-foot
hole in the wall. He now grabbed some flint and began to light the
pre-laid kindling situated in the fireplace. "The washstand is there in
the corner. I'll show Michael where to fetch some fresh water."
Rachel turned to the corner, noting an empty vegetable bowl sitting atop
a trunk with a common dining pitcher in place of a ewer. "I see," she
A warped piece of wood nailed to the wall held an assortment of books.
Fashion plates from magazines hung about the room, offering a bit of
decoration. Women with impossible waists and miraculous bosoms dominated
Michael drifted to a little round table flanked by a pair of spindly
chairs, a chessboard decorating its top. Picking up a chess piece, he
examined it, turned fiery red, then quickly set the piece down.
Mr. Parker chose that moment to finish his task. "Do you play chess,
"Um, yes, sir. Um, some. I'm, um, I'm not very good at it, actually."
"Well, we'll have to play us a game."
Michael nodded, looking as if he'd swallowed his tongue.
"If there is nothing else, then, Miss Van Buren, I really need to get
back to the hotel."
The fire popped, though its warmth had not yet permeated the shack.
Rachel summoned the energy for a polite smile. "Of course. You've been
far too generous already. I don't know what to say nor what we would
He nodded. "Not at all."
"Michael? Why don't you go ahead and have Mr. Parker show you where to
fill the ewer." She lifted her brows. "If that is acceptable, that is?"
Michael grabbed the pitcher and followed Mr. Parker out the doorway, the
contrast between brawny man and skinny boy striking Rachel anew and
reminding her again her young brother was quite without a father to
guide him in his ways.
The unique blend of their voices, one deep, one all over the scale,
drifted into oblivion before the sisters turned to each other.
"There's no door and no window covering," Lissa exclaimed. "Whatever are
we to do?"
"I guess we'll be safe enough. At least that seemed to be the
consensus." Rachel eyed the open doorway and window. "It might be
prudent to look for a spare cloth to drape over them, though."
"Was the shack leaning or was it my imagination?"
"Shadows, I think."
"Um." Lissa scrunched up her nose. "The chimney's inside the house."
Rachel looked at the mess of mud and stones. "Well, not entirely. The
flue still goes up through the roof, and it looks to be working
"But have you ever?" Lissa moved to the fireplace, examining the
tin-covered mantel. "Seems your Mr. Parker is partial to peas."
"He's not my Mr. Parker and it was extremely kind of him to offer up his
"Is his family back east?"
She began to unbutton her coat. "He's unmarried."
Lissa blinked. "But look at that bed. Why, all three of us will easily
fit on it. Whatever would he need with such a large bed if he hasn't a
Frowning, Rachel studied the mammoth structure. "I'm not really sure,
but I'm too tired to think."
She considered the window without panes or drapes, the entry without
door or lock. She bit the inside of her cheek. The safety and security
of her family now rested on her shoulders. And the best she could do was
rely on a total stranger.
* * *
Something was different. Rachel opened her eyes to sunshine and a room
that didn't sway like a ship. All came rushing back. The muddy city, the
appalling excuse for a hotel, the rough patrons, the decadent statue,
the young boy who lost his fortune, the hotel owner who held it.
A bit confounding, that. A man who would fleece a young boy of gold, yet
would give up the use of his home to a pitiful group of orphans.
She noted Michael at some point had moved to sleep by the fireplace,
leaving the bed to Lissa and her.
The articles of clothing they'd tied together and draped over the
doorway lay in a heap on the floor, as did the ones by the window.
She tucked the covers up about her neck. The cabin looked even more
pathetic in the light of day, though the fire chased the chill from the
air. Michael must have stoked it then fallen asleep at its hearth.
After putting off the inevitable, she finally edged her feet to the
ground, scurried to the washstand, and splashed water onto her face. Its
frigid temperature stole her very breath but removed the last vestiges
Retrieving her hanky, she patted the water from her cheeks, lips, eyes,
and forehead. She still couldn't quite fathom a washstand with no towel,
but such was the case.
She glanced at the open entry. Covering it up again would require help,
and she hated to wake Michael just yet. Moving to a corner of the room,
she managed to put her garments on without exposing anything of
importance, all the while cringing at having to once again wear
yesterday's mud-caked dress. Slipping out the doorway, she tied her
bonnet strings and made her way back to the hotel.
Mr. Parker sat in the small kitchen that separated the hotel proper from
the back door. He looked different this morning. A blue flannel shirt,
dark cotton trousers, and high boots replaced the fancy attire of last
evening. So absorbed was he in his newspaper he didn't appear to have
heard her approach.
She allowed herself a precious moment to study the cozy little alcove.
It wasn't a conventional kitchen, of course, though cast-iron pots,
frying pans, and Dutch ovens lay strewn across the stove. The
room-hardly big enough to turn around in-held cheek-by-jowl preserved
meats, a bag of beans, a pork barrel, and a heap of clean clothing. The
overwhelming odor of what must be coffee assaulted her nose. A far cry
from the soothing smell of Papa's brew.
Shoved against the wall, the dining table was nothing more than a
semicircular board laid on top of a sea chest, surrounded by three
chairs, none of which matched. The top of the table had cleats to hold
the dishes so they wouldn't slide off-not because it was a seafaring
table, but, she assumed, because the slope of the floor was so terribly
Mr. Parker, sitting in one of the chairs with a tin mug in one hand and
a newspaper in the other, must have sensed her presence. He looked up,
stood, and bowed. "Good morning."
"Forgive me. I didn't mean to disturb you."
"Not at all." He folded his paper and snagged another tin cup out of a
candle box. Before she could protest, he filled the cup from the
coffeepot at his elbow and offered her a seat.
She really needed to secure passage back home, but the man had been more
than generous-with her, anyway. So she settled herself down as best she
could. "Thank you."
Reaching for a jacket from the heap of clothing on the floor, he
shrugged it on and sat down beside her. The wrinkled jacket did little
to disguise the breadth of his shoulders and the strength in his arms.
She disliked taking refreshment with a man minus the protection of a
chaperone but had been forced to do so since her father's death. And Mr.
Parker, with his dark, curly hair and square, angular jaw, exuded a kind
of raw masculinity that enthralled and intimidated all at the same time.
She warmed her hands around the perimeter of her cup, her mother's
admonitions repeating themselves within her mind.
The man of "perfect manners" is calmly courteous in all
circumstances, reliable as a rock, judicious in every action, dependable
in trifles as well as large affairs, full of mercy and kindness,
affectionate and loving. His brain must be as fine as his heart.
There had been no such man on the ship ... after Father died.
Mr. Parker lifted his cup to his lips, swallowing some of its contents
without ever taking his eyes from hers. "You slept well, I trust?"
"Yes. Thank you. And you?"
Silence. She braved a sip of the black brew. Never had she tasted
anything so ghastly. Eyes watering, she swept the room with a glance,
looking in vain for evidence of sugar or cream.
She set her cup down. Both started to speak, both stopped, both started
again. Mr. Parker indicated her with a nod of his head. "Please."
"I was just saying my family and I will be purchasing tickets for our
passage home this morning. So rest assured, you won't be inconvenienced
"There aren't any ships going out."
"Once the vessels arrive, the crews abandon ship in favor of searching
She pursed her lips. "And how long does that take? A couple of days?"
He harrumphed. "No, miss. The easy gold is gone. All that's left will
require months and months of back-breaking work and, even then, there
are no guarantees."
Frowning, she tilted her head. "But the papers back home said one simply
needed to go up to the hills, pick the gold out of the streams, and
within a few days, a fortune could be accumulated."
"Elizabeth, New Jersey."
"And do all the good people of Elizabeth, New Jersey, believe everything
She stiffened. "President Polk verified the rumors."
"He may have verified the rumors that gold had been discovered. And, I
will admit, that just after the discovery up at Sutter's Mill, the gold
lay like pebbles in the stream. But that was the exception, not the
She twirled her hand in the air dismissively. "Well, the availability of
gold is neither here nor there. It is the ships that I am interested in,
and never have I heard of a port where ships travel in only one
direction. Why, it's simply too preposterous to even consider."
He said nothing. Just took a sip of coffee, his light blue eyes, with a
knowing look, studying hers.
She recalled the captain urging her to go to shore last night instead of
waiting until morning. Because he wasn't sure his crew would return once
they reached land.
She swallowed. "Isn't it against the law to abandon ship?"
She sat back. "Well, then. The sailors must be arrested and forced back
"We don't have any officers of the law."
"What? Why not?"
"We're a brand new territory. There are no police, no laws, no jail.
Once those men reach the shore, there is no way to get them back."
She fingered the three hundred dollars in the false pocket of her skirt.
It was all they had in the world. Father had assumed that money would
not be an issue once they arrived. Never had it occurred to them the
newspaper reports were false. Nor had they considered the possibility of
She took a deep breath. "But if no ships leave and more arrive-which
they most certainly will-the harbor will fill up with ships, one stacked
on top of the other."
He nodded. "A rather daunting thought, isn't it?"
She rubbed her forehead. "Well, I will still go down to the docks and
see if I can secure passage home. If I cannot, then I will have to find
a place to live temporarily until I can figure out what to do."
He said nothing.
"Do you have any idea where I might find a suitable place to lodge?"
"I've been giving it quite a bit of thought, actually." He rested his
forearms on the table. "The boardinghouses that come to mind are nothing
but a mess of square berths with about six bunks per berth. The area's
so confined, they leave just enough room between bunks for a man to
"Perhaps I could rent out an entire berth."
He shook his head. "You would have to pay for all six bunks, which go
for about twenty-two dollars each, not to mention the person who sleeps
on the floor."
"The bunks are twenty-two dollars a month?"
She frowned. "That much?"
"I'm afraid so. You'd have no privacy at all."
"Are there any shacks for rent?"
"Not like mine. Most rag houses are no more than four sides of light
lumber topped with a canvas roof. Every time it rains, the whole place
"How often does it rain?"
"The entire winter. That's why the streets are so muddy. We're just on
the other side of the rainy season, though, so the streets will turn
back to dirt in no time."
"Do you know how much these rag houses run?"
He shrugged. "Anywhere from two to three hundred dollars per month would
be my guess."
She moistened her lips. "What about real estate?"
He reached for his paper. "I was just looking over that very thing."
Folding the paper in half, then in half again, he slid it toward her.
"Lots are running about fifteen hundred."
She leaned over the paper, not to look at the prices, but to try and
corral her desperation.
"How much money do you have?"
She gasped. "Mr. Parker."
"This is no time to be standing on ceremony, Miss Van Buren. You are
what, about twenty years of age?"
She neither confirmed nor denied his estimate, though he was dead on.
"There are upwards of three thousand men in this town," he continued.
"With your father gone, you'll need some guidance."
She stiffened. If there was one thing Mama had instilled in her at an
early age, it was a distaste for men who automatically assumed a woman
had no power within her brain. Though an unpopular view in the East, it
was one that had begun to gather momentum amongst the women in Mama's
"And what, sir, makes you my self-appointed guardian?"
He stilled. "Your pardon. I didn't mean to presume." He stood. "If you
will excuse me?"
She blanched at his rebuke. Clearly, he'd offered out of kindness,
misplaced or not, and she'd responded without thinking. Before she could
recover, much less apologize, he had left the room.
* * *
Leaving instructions for Michael to look for employment and for Lissa to
stay in the shack to receive their trunks as soon as someone could be
found to transport them, Rachel headed straight to the wharf. The ship
they had arrived on, along with dozens of others, sat silent and empty
in the bay.
There would be no vessels leaving San Francisco anytime soon. Former
farmers, professionals, and ruffians poured through the streets buying
picks, shovels, and pans before heading upriver. Abandoned, their trunks
sat on the beach beside a hodgepodge of dilapidated chairs, soiled
provisions, and empty liquor bottles. The two partially finished wharves
jutted out into the water, pointing to the deserted ships.
Muddy ochre hills dotted the southern and western borders of the
village, bare but for low scrub and chaparral, yet protecting the
community from the wind whipping off the bay.
Rachel climbed back up the hill. Unpainted shacks and vast numbers of
tents dotted the landscape. And at every footfall was a gaming hall.
That these saloons were not only open for business at this early hour
but bulging with customers produced a great deal of consternation within
Their canvas walls shook and swayed as if the tents themselves were
intoxicated. One such structure with grimy muslin stretched between its
wooden posts sported a sign that read "Boardinghouse, $24 a week".
Approaching the open doorway, she slipped in for a closer look. The
smell of cigars, liquor, and unwashed men filled her nostrils. Cards
slapped, bottles clinked, men guffawed.
In the corner a fiddler ground out "Old Dan Tucker." Beside him a
Spanish-looking woman with unbound curly hair danced to the music, her
skirt hiked well above her ankles, displaying bare feet and the absence
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